what do you say?

what do you write when you have nothing to say?

I have nothing to say but i wanted to make an appearance as i want to write more often!!!

i have been running for the last 4 weeks!!! it sucks :) but i'm still loving it

i have been cooking up a storm, trying all kinds of new recipes

Oh booze and bitch this weekend I'll write about that next week

caio

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The kids - a moment to vent

So, after much debate and some soul searching I have realized that having kids 2 years apart is in fact a very harrowing experience!!! As angelic as they are they are equally terrorizing, as sweet and loving and charming as they can be often the other little "devil" shows up. The impulse control that we as adults try to keep in check, they just don't have. There simply is no real thought for the consequence. I read recently in the book Women food and god by Geneen Roth that the subconscious mind is fully aware of right and wrong by the age of 4, that "the voice" as she calls it is fully in tact and working on helping our wee ones make good moral decisions. My question is if that is true then why does my four yr old precious darling think it's a good idea to beat his brother when my back is turned? Or colour on the wall when I'm in the laundry room? Is he just testing me? just wondering how and what I'll do? wondering if what I say actually stands or if he really can get away with anything he tries!!! To me that seems as though someone is trying to usurp the throne, lead the pack, be the boss and I'm fairly sure that actually given said task he would not enjoy it :) Yes I think that there are enough peas in my pod for now...... Someday in the future there will be more; but for now I'm still learning to be the leader of my pack with the dignity and grace that I see in my mind.

wake up sleepy head

It can't be that time already!!!

No, 5 more minutes

all I need is 10 more minutes.

Watch cartoons,

play in your room,

go play with your brother

Please don't bother me

I'm sleeping,

I'm tired,

It's too early!!

I don't wanna,

you can make me.

Just 5 more minutes,

all I need is 10 more minutes!!!!!

frezny's over and a new year begins

well its been quite some time since I checked in here, and so much has happened!!!! We are selling our house and looking for a new home in Mission BC. I've started up my own business called Passion parties. Mason and Logan are growing so fast and huge, they are only about 8lbs apart.We had an amazing holiday season many wonderful memories, some fantastic gifts and amazing food oh such amazing food!!!! I heard once that the average person gains 1 lbs over the holidays I gained 5 couldn't believe it but like I said awesome food. I have decided not to make any new years resolutions this year as I never stick to them so, Dustin and I are embarking on a new lifestyle we are eating for our blood types which is actually really cool. I got the book as a gift and wow a lot of the foods I've never really like to eat I shouldn't eat anyways :) but Dustin is a different blood type so that is making cooking a bit challenging, I'm sure we will get used to it the food is great and the best part is I don't feel so tired. I also have lost almost the christmas pounds which is great. Anyway I'm off to make some dinner for the kids happy new year all!!!!

To love a child is beautiful,
to have them love you is Magical.

Loving soul in my care,

hopes and dreams that we might share,

plant thy feet fly away.

what to do when your in love

I often wonder how it is that I am so blessed to be around so much love.

what did I do to deserve it? Who am I to expect it? who gave me the right to give it?

I am moved by the beauty in all that is, the simple and complex nature that we all share.

Why is it that when hurt it takes so long to heal our hearts?

I wish to know the peace that comes with the knowledge of ones true self.

How is it that the ones we deeply love can show us both the worst and the best in our selves?

abundance is a gift, in the form our great creator.

knowing that I am a soul with a physical body is freeing.

I know that I am surrounded by love because it is my birth rite.

It is all our birth rites, a gift we share, for us, for each other, for the plane in which we root our feet.

granted to us each day by the universal light for knowledge and strength, peace and hope

for the chance to learn why we are here and the chance to fill our beings with love.